What happened to us huh? What sort of thing can keep two people away from each other?
- DISTANCE
How does it not bother me anymore ? How did I even get to this point where I'm so used to your silence?
- TIME, it heals everything, weather it's a broken heart or a wound. But both are very similar to be fair. Both hurt like hell and take a long time to heal, and when it does, there's still a scar. A scar stays with you for your entire life, it doesn't go away. It's a warning sign that says 'Hey, be careful, you've been hurt there already...'. And as it says, you have to be careful, you have to watch out for everything that could possibly hurt you that much again, and stay away from it. Time helps you to forgive, it gives your heart the strength to love and smile again, it also helps you to forget. Forgetting everything and getting used to something new. It makes you grow up ad be more mature, it gives you the chance to look back, to learn from your mistakes and to accept them. Accepting what happened and not living in denial is the most important thing: if you live in the past, how will you be able to move on and start over? Maybe there's a time for everything, and today is not yesterday and neither tomorrow.
If you learn from what happened, the next time it will be easier, you won't struggle that much to forget, to forgive and to accept it. You won't be that angry at a person who's trying to do the exact same thing as you are. It will make you stronger to face it and give you the ability not to fear it.
Maybe you're afraid to grow up, maybe you're afraid of the power of time, but honestly, let it do it's job.
He's scary, but he's nice sometimes. And remember, time heals everything.
Wednesday, 22 February 2017
Monday, 30 January 2017
Thoughts
Is it not normal to be scared ? Is the society so mean that being scared is considered as a weakness?
Then I'd have to admit I'm weak, even though someone told me that your own weakness is to think you're weak. But what do they think? Do they think I will get through everything like that? That I could snap my fingers and get it?
I am so scared, so scared of losing everything, so scared of seeing my plans turning into a disaster, failing and disappearing in front of my eyes. I thought I was stronger after all that stuff that happened to me, but obviously I am not.
People, don't let the society make you feel shit because you want to cry, because you want to give up everything, to go back to what you used to be and to stay there, forever. Don't think you are weak because you miss somebody you shouldn't be missing, because you think too much about what you used to be.
It's in your own hands to become that person again, but you can even enhance it, make it better than even before. Always remember that the past is filled and the future isn't, your future though depends on what you do right now, you make your choices for the future. And I get you can be scared, but enjoy life as much as you can, don't ignore the people that used to be your friends, don't ignore the people you used to love, be yourself.
Carpe Diem
Then I'd have to admit I'm weak, even though someone told me that your own weakness is to think you're weak. But what do they think? Do they think I will get through everything like that? That I could snap my fingers and get it?
I am so scared, so scared of losing everything, so scared of seeing my plans turning into a disaster, failing and disappearing in front of my eyes. I thought I was stronger after all that stuff that happened to me, but obviously I am not.
People, don't let the society make you feel shit because you want to cry, because you want to give up everything, to go back to what you used to be and to stay there, forever. Don't think you are weak because you miss somebody you shouldn't be missing, because you think too much about what you used to be.
It's in your own hands to become that person again, but you can even enhance it, make it better than even before. Always remember that the past is filled and the future isn't, your future though depends on what you do right now, you make your choices for the future. And I get you can be scared, but enjoy life as much as you can, don't ignore the people that used to be your friends, don't ignore the people you used to love, be yourself.
Carpe Diem